Going crazy

I can't keep my mind busy enough.  My thoughts are consumed with the worry about the new baby.  I have re-played the appointment over and over in my head, and I have analyzed every little comment from my doctor.  I have crunched the calendar, and it just doesn't work mathematically that I ovulated later. 

What can I do to keep my mind from going crazy?  Let's start some projects.  Clean out and organize both attics, get art framed, find a new rug, lamp shades, mirror, and drapes for the dinning room, re-arrange the family photos, build a new shelf in the family room, and insulate the garage doors.  I just can't let my mind have the time. 

The nights are too long...

Sonogram

I am a little over the half way point of being pregnant. It amazes me that the time has gone by so darn fast. I had my sonogram and doctor appointment today, and we were able to take another peek at our little bambino. The tech confirmed that we are expecting a boy and gave us another shot of his parts. Ryland was at home with Lizzie, and John Chris and I had plenty of time to check out #2 without disruption.

After the sonogram, I met with the nurse practitioner. I swore after my last visit with her about 4 years ago that I would never see her again. I was quickly reminded of why I dislike her so much. Absolutely harsh and no bedside manner! She informed me that they could not see the baby's kidneys, so I would need to come back for another sonogram in 4 weeks. If they couldn't see the kidneys on that visit, they would send me to a specialist. Not to worry.

Well, how can I possibly not worry? I will be worried sick for the next 4 weeks, and I will be in a complete tizzy the day of the sonogram. We just pray that everything is normal and put our trust in the Lord.