This is not how I wanted this pregnancy to end. The emotions are so difficult to work through, and the only thing that is giving some sort of peace is prayer.
John Chris and I spent the day at Baylor for the D and C procedure. The staff, nurses, and doctors were very sweet and accommodating. I held it together pretty well until the Chaplain came by right before I went to the operating room. We chatted about the feelings that we are dealing with, and we were able to pray together. She left a small stuffed lamb and some other items to comfort and assist with our grieving.
The procedure was physically painless, and I am expected to recover within a week. I will take it easy and give myself the time. I am looking forward to being back to "normal" physically. I am sure the emotions will follow, but I am a short fuse of tears or anger these days.
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